Insecure (feat. Kaimetsu) Video (MV)

What do you do when you don't know what to do
Put all your time in a basket and hope it blooms
Cut deep see if you bleed red or blue
Battling my demons they won't let me leave my room
F*ck this bullshit I'm only gettin fake love
From the same ones that are tellin me to stay up
Ears perked up bringing up a pay stub
But won't bat an eye when you got the case of
Suicide has been on my mind
Why can't I find what I'm lookin for in life
Pale skin creeping in cold as ice
Eyes wide windows to the other side
Accidental overdose of some kind
Maybe mutilation you decide
I, Don't give a f*ck anymore
I'm too insecure
Wakin up in limbo
Sadly in the same state
Physically at standstill
Mentally a foot race
Where did all my friends go
Maybe I pushed them away
Maybe I pushed them away
Another sad song but a happier beat
Got my mother on hold we don't talk we don't speak
I can feel it in my bones another human I need
But every human I meet seems to shoot for my knees
6 shooter sold to the one with they eyes wide shut
They don't like my blunt they don't like my brush
World around feelin like Mein Kempf
Some days wanna climb highest building and jump
Try to flock with my feathers but they opt to quit
We all aimed at the stars most often we'd miss
But it's the art that I miss the compilation of discs
That even today would leave people's oxygen at risk
Something tells me not to slow my grind
Possible to blow at anytime
I, Don't give a f*ck anymore
I'm too insecure
Wakin up in limbo
Sadly in the same state
Physically at standstill
Mentally a foot race
Where did all my friends go
Maybe I pushed them away
Maybe I pushed them away
Wakin up in limbo
[Sadly in the same state]
Physically at standstill
[Mentally a foot race]
Where did all my friends go
[Maybe I pushed them away]
[Maybe I pushed them away]
[Waking up in limbo]
[Physically at standstill]
[Where did all my friends go]
[Maybe I pushed them away]
[Maybe I pushed them away]
[Maybe I pushed them away]