In shadows I had to let you go
My heart now heavy bound in sorrow
A million reasons wrapped in tears
My whispers lost across the years
I fear my words won't reach your ears
An impossible choice my soul it sears
I hope my words reach your heart
But for now we have to play our part
Each n every night I see your face
A forever love no time can erase
A million reasons why I had to go
A million apologies I hope one day you'll know
I'll hold them for you even in death
A forever growing love with each breath
Even if it take s a million years to mend
I pray a million times I'll see you then
I dream of days where we could talk
Through silent memories I walk
A world where you would understand
The weight that held your father's hand
A million reasons why I had to go
A million apologies I hope one day you'll know
I'll hold them for you even in death
A forever growing love with each breath
Even if it takes A million years to mend
I pray a million times I'll see you then
If time could turn and heal this heart
Erase the scars that kept us apart
I'd tell you all with tear-streaked eyes
A sorrowed plea beneath the skies
Maybe one day we can be again
Live a life we should have had then
A million tears I've spent!
A million wishes I've sent!