Dreams & Bloom - Paralyzed Lyrics

I kept on waiting in vain
This time I'm overwhelmed
And so...
I need control
Always I felt so ashamed
Nobody would even care
And so...
I'm faking
I'm shaking
I'm breaking
You're my drug tonight
My way to leave it all behind
To stay alive
Oh God damn we were so alike
But now you leave me paralyzed inside
I realize...
I'm dreaming
I feel so anxious all day
You occupy my brain
And so...
I lose control
I'm writing songs every day
Can't leave all my thoughts up there
And so...
I'm beating
I'm breathing
I'm healing
You're my drug tonight
My way to leave it all behind
To stay alive
Oh God damn we were so alike
But now you leave me paralyzed inside
I realize...
I'm dreaming
You're my drug tonight
My favorite low that gets me high
To stay alive
Oh God damn we were so alike
But now you leave me paralyzed inside
I realize...
I'm dreaming
I'm dreaming...