Dredge - From the Unseen Lyrics

Searching for purpose
Confusion has kept me confined

My awkward ways put up a wall
Between me and my surroundings
I just pretend that everything's ok
Just so I can make it to the next day

Years of neglect and wishing for an end
Have calloused my sensitivity
I feel I should expect to be alone
I've been on my own through all the years I've grown

Faded memories of all the times I wanted company
Being alone was not the plan
Isolation has ruined who I am

Low self view
I push myself away
Depression grows like mold
I forced my self into this cage
I've felt alone for so long
And now it's all that I want
Confusion deep rooted
My mind has been polluted

Rabid instincts
I rip myself apart
Years of self hatred
Bring me a fresh start
I force myself to believe
Pushing everyone away from me
Is the answer

Pseudo loathing for the world around me
I've been misguided by my own judgement
I told myself that nobody sees me
I wish I'd been smarter look where it got me

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