D²RekLes - U.C.R Lyrics

I spent so much time
Tryna figure out
What this all about
My head been filled with doubts
I spent so much time
Thinking of you
But I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
Wonder if you are a blessing
Or maybe you've been a weapon
All these unanswered questions
Really got me second guessing
The way that I feel
The way that I feel
I think about you every second
But I'm feeling like I'm always second
Spend a couple seconds guessing
Really make a nigga question
The way that I feel
About you
So much has been on my mind
Thinking so highly of you
But I've been on the decline
Wondering if this investment has been a complete waste of time
Or maybe I'm just overthinking
Maybe ya boy is just tweaking
Maybe your presence is some kinda drug that keep me from leaving
Cause we always beefing
Say I need change and I change just to hear that I changed
Pulling me close just to push me away
Say you gone leave, but you want me to stay
Say that you love me but causing me pain
But they say that it will make you stronger
Telling myself just hold on a lil longer
Making it harder for me to depart her
Acting unbothered but nigga I'm bothered
But she all that I know
And I love her so much
Not realizing all of this make up just a cover up
I know I got so many doubts
I just can't open my mouth
I know I got so many doubts
Just tryna figure it out
Wonder if you are a blessing
Or maybe you've been a weapon
All these unanswered questions
Really got me second guessing
The way that I feel
The way that I feel
I think about you every second
But I'm feeling like I'm always second
Spend a couple seconds guessing
Really make a nigga question
The way that I feel
About you
Am I overlooking it looking it over?
Should I be a soldier or is the war over?
Should I just give it some time
Or am I wasting my time?
Should I hold it down
Or should I move around?
Should I move around?
Wonder if you are a blessing
Or maybe you've been a weapon
All these unanswered questions
Really got me second guessing
The way that I feel
The way that I feel
I think about you every second
But I'm feeling like I'm always second
Spend a couple seconds guessing
Really make a nigga question
The way that I feel
About you