Pain
Facts nothing but facts
Yoo, look look,
At the start it was calm booked up shows for the year,
Something takes away your life and just leaves it up here,
This is the facts not for sympathy just making that clear,
Yeah theres some hype around my life but ima keep it sincere,
Trust me its mad,
They say time helps things but you dont get that time back,
I know its been a couple years still feel effects from my dad,
I tried to send another message he aint message me back,
Can you relate or do you understand,
I pull it back i keep focused yea i do what i can,
Was going well was going good was keeping up with my plans,
Went up the road to make a move and went and got a next ban,
F*ck the feds is what i said yeah look what they done,
Im out the wipp im on the roads yeah im back to square one,
They slapped your don up with a fine im out here getting these fund,
Madnesses to get to shows make man wanna give up,
I couldnt ....
I tried but i couldnt...
As much as i tried as much as i tried....
Just to hear my dad breath,
Yeah that death made me colder that just worked for my head,
Im toasting all these packs and still i got this wrays on my breath,
And if i wernt my fathers son then i would be depressed,
I lost the one yeah the one was going mad in my head,
Now pull it back to hear it back yeah i said it with chest,
From boys to men were still learning yeah this lessons a stretch,
But when i get these type of thoughts i have to put them to bed,
Shit this is dread...
Now im sitting reminiscing while im holding my head,
Im back and forth with all these thoughts i should of done that instead,
Now everyones left was it something i said,
I couldn't
I tried but i couldn't
As much as i tried as much as i tried ....
2020 was nuts,
I been deeping what they doing and trust me its f*cked,
Where getting hit with all this stuff but im not giving up,
Its never been apart of me because its not in my blood,
I knew from the start
Im talking way back in class they've had us on the wrong path,
You know im talking up the facts nah you aint gotta be smart,
And when they talking bout the vaccine i be telling em nah,
The worlds gone mad but i try and i try,
Keep up my energy with in yeah i try to spread light,
When they lost all their fight but yet will keep up a fight,
An put a smile up in their stride i see the pain in their eyes,
Nah
Nah somethings not right,
Downfalls and negativity be getting them likes,
Death to impress you know were stuck in them times,
I shake my head to the side like what is this life.