Drew Broyles - Fall Apart Lyrics

I think for the very first time
I stopped trying tonight
To say that I still have a faith
That there's more to this life
Then what's right in front of me

I think I stopped believing a lie
That you were something more than a man
I tried to hold on
But I don't think I can anymore

So just break my heart so I'm sure
That my brain is working
Break my love so I'll know what I want

I think for the very first time
I understood
Everything that's inside
I think about you every night
When I close the curtain
And you rip it all apart

The fire in your eyes
Burns like my flesh
Break my love was it ever my choice
To fall apart

I want to believe
But my eyes still can't see
My bedroom's filled with monsters
I hide in my sheets
But I am the monster too
There's no Life without a death
The only way for this crew to live
Is for this ship to sink

I just wanted to see you
One last time
In some form of flesh
I just wanted to touch the gap
And know that you're not a construct
And we didn't make it all up
Cause we're afraid of death

But oh the fullness of it all
God bearing with itself
The image we possess
Is all that's left
Maybe you can bring me back from death