Made some mistakes
Wish I could take back
But then again
I wouldn't be where I'm at
So I gotta thank you
Seems like a test
Even after my arrest
You still held me down
To the people who stood behind me
To the ones who stood in front
Each one gave me what I want
Tried to punch me at my apartment
Try to stab me in the parking lot
Try to rob me at gun point
I think you missed the point
Actions suppose to follow thought
Instead you carried that
While I fought off my demons
Didn't let no one see them
Buried them in cement
But see man that didn't work
So when they re arose
The route that I chose
Was to
Expose
All my wounds
Learn to use
All of those tools
Never lost a day in my life
I either win or learn a lesson
Use to be a pessimist
That didn't get me shit
I'm growing out of it
Trying to be a better man
Execution of my plan
Didn't pan out
We a man down
I'm managing the bullshit
Handling the waves that hit
Hanging on through all of it
Now that's a scary feeling
I got my footing
My Foot on the necks of my worries
I foot the bill
When we in a hurry
Find out about the curries
We got so trauma in our past
But it wouldn't last
If I passed on my seed
That part of me is
Dead see
Floating in the Dead Sea
RIP
To inherited pain and worries
This where it end in the curries