Sometimes I wanna cry out for help
Nobody here to listen I'm alone by myself
My soul a never fold cause I was destined for wealth
Never in a million years thought you'd be destined for death
But that's how life goes
A cycle
Everyday feel like the time goes by
Ain't nobody there to wipe those eyes
Feeling so empty only god knows why
I see those faces when I close my eyes
I love so hard so I can't hold back cries
Can't wait to see u on the other side
Can make it quicker if I blow my mind
This ain't a love song
I lost my loved ones
Now my loves gone
My life had always been rainy but now the floods on
Them bullets missed me but use to wish that I was gone
Made me just wanna rap and smoke until the runts gone
My mind is different
Reflections of you come through me so now my style is different
Wish I could bring you back and show you all the times u missing
You really made us as a family we collided spirits
Visions of Amy in that chair it gave me butterflies
I can look and see the pain in yo momma eyes
Tell me don't question god but I seem to wonder why
Is their a way that you can call me from the other side
Visions of Amy in that chair it gave me butterflies
I can look and see the pain in yo momma eyes
Tell me don't question god but I seem to wonder why
Is their a way that you can call me from the other side
Can't find the drugs to numb the pain the mic a stress reliever
I tried to heal you I can see that you felt less than people
Bottled emotions but you knew that you can call on me
You told me all about your past your heart was scared like me
Told me you battling some demons cause your scars were deep
Having these flashes about your brother you can hardly eat
They come attack you in the night so you can hardly sleep
I heard you loading up your weapon while talking to me