PTSD Video (MV)

I'm sick of all these people telling me I need to grow up
When I was down in need There wasn't anyone who showed up
Don't it hurt the most when it's someone you thought cared?
Would you try to calm me down in the storm
Would you try to comfort me if I'm scared?
All my dreams turn to nightmares

But I try to tell myself that it's all in my head
I still think about it every day P-T-S-D
And I try hard not to let it show
But I don't think that I could let it go
I just tell myself that it's all in my head

It's weird I don't feel right if I'm not paranoid
Or anxious
Back when I was young the doctors gave me
Medication
They told me I'd feel better if I take it
Yeah They told me I'd feel better if I take it
And my life was on the line and they told me they could save it
If I'm being honest I'd feel better if they take it
I told them I'd feel better if they take it
I told them I'd feel better if they take it
But they saved it and now I hate it
I don't feel right if I'm not paranoid or anxious
In my head I'm hearing endless conversations
With the demons and the angels
Come and save me, now I hate it
I don't feel right if I'm not paranoid or anxious
In my head I'm hearing endless conversations With the demons and the angels

But I try to tell myself that it's all in my head
I still think about it every day
P-T-S-D
And I try hard not to let it show
But I don't think that I could let it go
Oh, I just tell myself that it's all in my head
I try to tell myself that it's all in my head I still think about it every day

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