Drifty E - Deadweight Lyrics

This ain't what you wanted
I done put the time in for you my life in for but this ain't what you wanted
You will never know how it feels to know when it's real

Yeah
Even tho fraught yeah
We was getting back yeah
I just think it's whack yeah
That you went behind my back yeah
Now it ain't no coming back yeah
You was mines
It was never mine
Never say never
But I had to just say never mind
All this dead weight weighing on me had to sever mines
Yeah
You thought i ain't love you even tho I told you several times
Chasing women was just not me
You was posed to let me in
But some how you forgot me
I said we could take it slow
But what we had was lightning
Ever since you left it made me think it was the right thing
Yeah but I'll admit that I was hurting
Right behind those curtains you would see that i was working yeah
You took my heart but not my soul yea
I took your heart and made it cold yea

But I done put the time in for my life in for but this ain't what you wanted
You will never know how it feels to know when it's real cause this ain't what you wanted
I done put the time in for my life in for but this ain't what you wanted
You will never know how it feels to know when it's real cause this ain't what you wanted

I should say f*ck you and move on to better things but I feel like I can't move yea
I know you think that I don't give a damn but that's not true I don't anyone if it isn't you yea
I know we had some problems too many just to name and made feel ashamed yea
Like I was playing games it was messing with my brain how am I to do my thing yea
When you're there disrespecting yourself I know you think you're protecting yourself
But you gotta think logically it's bothering me that this ain't what you wanted yea

I done put the time in for my life in for but this ain't what you wanted
You will never know how it feels to know when it's real cause this ain't what you wanted
I done put the time in for my life in for but this ain't what you wanted
You will never know how it feels to know when it's real