Drip G - wouldUjudge me...? Lyrics

I know what this is
It's just myself talking to myself about myself
She said"keep on doing that, and you gon end up being who you don't wanna be"
What if I don't wanna be
So many wrongs that no one knows, if I were to open up with you next to me
Tell me would you judge me
I don't know how after everything I did to you, you're still here next to me
I wouldn't be next to me
Stuck in solitude finally knew who's gonna get the best of me
Cause they seen the worst in me
Crazy how that works to me
It never occurred to me
Everything and everyone we know happens sequentially
Nothing lasts forever so you better get the most of me
And no, I am not better than the one who fights my ghosts for me
You thinking in your head wondering why he keep ghosting me
I'm trying to get ahead and show my dad who I'm supposed to be
They don't understand, to understand what really molded me
Did the best they can, they are human just like you and me
I'm in my head too much again
I'm writing all my wrongs again
I don't care if it'll kill me, I'ma do that shit again
I thought words would never hurt me, but it keep replaying in my head
She said"keep on doing that, and you gon end up being who you don't wanna be"
What if I don't wanna be
So many wrongs that no one knows, if I were to open up with you next to me
Tell me would you judge me
I don't know how after everything I did to you, you're still here next to me
I wouldn't be next to me
Stuck in solitude finally knew who's gonna get the best of me
Cause they seen the worst in me
Because they've seen the worst of me
Everybody plotting on me, I don't give a f*ck
I'ma do just what I do
And stay away from you
I got way too much to do
Everybody in my f*cking ear, I cannot stand you
I'm just trying to get these f*cking bands to show you what I can do
I don't wanna say I'm better than you, but I'm
Wait, is that Drip G