Drive!Drive! - Scatterbrain Lyrics

You can want an apology
I'm addicted to everything
I feel so left alone when i'm at home
Too much of it
Is like apathy

And you wonder what's wrong with me
It's not my fault
you're all i've ever known

So close my eyes
It's trial by fire
I live my life
Like i might die
But death is welcome
Anytime he wants

Like a bullet in a cage
It's driving me insane
I feel so out of place when all my friends say they're okay
I don't know how to change
But f*ck this scatterbrain
Every time i switch my lane i feel so far away
So f*ck this scatterbrain

Is it normal to lose control?
Pay for sanity; sell my soul?
For a life that slowly grinds me to the bone
Every high comes with deeper lows
Every thought just another blow
Should i ask for help or do it on my own?

Like a bullet in a cage
It's driving me insane
I feel so out of place when all my friends say they're okay
I don't know how to change
But f*ck this scatterbrain
Every time i switch my lane i feel so far away
So f*ck this scatterbrain

Like a bullet in a cage
It's driving me insane
I feel so out of place when all my friends say they're okay
I don't know how to change
But f*ck this scatterbrain
Every time i switch my lane i feel so far away
So f*ck this scatterbrain