Right back from the black hole
Where its shallow
Where I use to be an asshole
In a plank pose
Waking up in wet clothes like a wet hose
Hit my damn nose all the way drenched down my ten toes
Sweating like I took an exo but it's more complex tho
I was sweating from the fear of where my life would next go
Was I making the decisions that impact my life goals
Or was I doing the opposite putting my life on hold ?
Overthinking that had me like a chair how I fall and fold
No wonder I was sitting on my ass at 22 years old
But truth be told that's how the truth was born yea bitch I toot my horn
Cause I was torn from all of the trauma preparing me for ganondorf
The darker side of me, I'm sure that I enforced
Right before I was reborn , to the gods that I need more
Lessons for my personal growth their like Oh then take an oath
Help the souls that need you the most
Quiet the difficulty task that I got up in front of me
Cause first I gotta be loving me
Oh joy I thought as a younger
Oh boy why is this hard for me
No no I am no wannabe
So no I will not lie to be
Looked at to be admiring
Truly I wasnt expecting to be the man to defeat
All the fakes and the weak when i thought that was me
All along in my dreams but now that I'm free
I can see I can help with my beats and my speech to repeat to my peeps that are really in need
For something more deeper as long as i keep my composure and not be a poser
Don't fall on my knees I'm hoping my other wont creep
And uhh since you are all here
And engaged in this sort of inquiry and listening to this sort of lecture
I assume that you are all in the process of waking up
Or else you are teasing yourselves with some kind of flirtation
I was done evading
All the thoughts I was contemplating
Busting down the doors to the home where my traumas lived
Like cops invading
I ain't finished I ain't done debating
Why my life got twisted and spun a 180
Gotta grab the bull by the horns if you wanna ride
I was lulled by some whores that I wanted right?
Thought it was cool when I'm bored I could strategize
How I can pull a dozen more for another night
But that mindset made me lose someone much more valuable
Low vibration thinking I was nothing more than an animal
But this pain helped me gain much needed clarity
Knowing my demons so well now they scared of me
Cause to the realms of my mind and soul I got the masterkey
God of my temple creator of my reality
Wanted peace but mind was puzzled
Everybody pieced apart knew I'm the glue
Had to bring it all together I'm the masterpiece
No wonder life got many twists and turns reflections of a galaxy
I was trash now I'm gold Paulo Coelho type of alchemy
Doubted by my family
Now I pull em closer together call me gravity
Still got my heart on the girl with the name of a flower
From my feelings I wont cower
Intuition much louder
I'm regaining my power