Lost in my mind again
It always leaves a stain
Everything said, until now will fade
And death is just a word
Felo De Se absurd
I am the one that can create
And as I open up
I run away from what is dwelling
Inside my ugly mind
I always end up staring
At all the webs I weave
They are tearing now
And the ones I loved
Just like my words they fade
It's terminal
The man in my dreams he lies
About what lives and dies
Forever is a mere decoy
And life is just a joke
It's over before I spoke
I am the one that can destroy
So take a part of me
Pretend you want to know and see
How I awake my plea
And on my soul I feed
A selfish narcotic
That makes me sad to know
What I am in the end
A worthless human being
I'm terminal