Drow$y - Icarus Lyrics

I'm just sick of all this pain inside
I want to fly so close to the sun that I might die
Like Icarus
They told me life is sweet like licorice
But it seem bitter, black licorice
We don't ever see the bigger picture
We just need to focus, change the lens, and change the aperature
Came a long way from seventh grade, I ain't no amateur
I don't want no favors, got nothing that I could ask her for
Prefer a girl who's natural, most of 'em manufactural
If I'm the last to go I'm carrying around the ashes of my bros
Never be forgotten
Something that I'm screaming 'till my body rotten
Most of us moving in silence, carrying our burdens 'till it turns to violence
And this is something that been weighing on my f*cking conscious
We need to cope we turn directly to our own devices
Somewhere in-between a way of life and this is just a vice to get me to a place where I can be way more decisive
Once again I'm worried all about my f*cking health
Hypochondriac who always paranoid and somewhere else
Apologies I always space the conversation
All these meds I'm on got me close to pure elation
And I'm never going back I been over that
Over the fact it got to this I thought I told you that
Why the f*ck you doubting the vision and trying to hold me back
I really thought you'd have my back until the world has turned to black
Ugh, but that's okay though
I'll move it dolo
Until I do have my own halo
They taking photos
Wonder where the f*ck my day go
It's painful every step of the way, we walk on Legos
Like maple how it feels in my brain, I need some Drano
Chameleon from the clear to the pink up in my Faygo
Lately it's just been bout the money I need me pesos
Never show my face and it moves by the caseload
Even when it's going bad we ain't slowing the payroll
And that's just the way that it go
The way that it go
And that's just the way that it go
The way that it go
And that's just the way that it -
Yeah
I'm just sick of all this pain inside
I want to fly so close to the sun that I might die
Like Icarus
They told me life is sweet like licorice
But it seem bitter, black licorice
We don't ever see the bigger picture
Aye
We don't ever see the bigger picture
Yeah
Yeah
Never see the bigger picture