R2R Video (MV)

I've been on the road, I'm tied like a shoelace
Gave my heart away, it only brought me more pain
I don't wanna talk, lil' bitch, I watch the mood change
I see niggas change, colors like a mood ring
Niggas get a lil' money, watch the mood change
Niggas down up on they ass, watch the mood change
I can't maintain it
I'm tryna sustain shit
Hollow tip from this drum, leave me brainless
Glock .45 with a drum, leave me brain dead
Suicidal thoughts every day, can't contain it
Suicidal thoughts every day, it's so draining
Rain coat on, but nigga, it ain't raining
Pain inside my heart, I don't display it
I don't know how it feel to be complacent
Sometimes I just need conversation
Other days feel like I won't make it
I'm on my knees, Lord, I can't take it
Gave my heart out, left me so vacant
Time heal wounds, but I'm too impatient
It's a thin line between love I hate it
Tell em how I feel it gets lost with translation
Every day I wake up, I lose motivation
I can't go on, I can't go on
I sing this song, I sing this song
Ask me how I'm doing and I bite my tongue
I tell him my feelings, they lead me on
I can't go on, I can't go on
Pen and pencil, baby, I write my wrongs
I got my own things going on
Tryna keep my head on
What you would do if I was dead and gone
What you gon' do when I leave this earth and I leave your ass all alone
What you gon' do when you text my phone
And ain't nobody there to answer
I need answers
Depression, holding me for ransom
Gotta escape this shit, it's like a cancer
Tryin not to say, you tryna save face
Yea yea yea
I tell you my emotions and you try to save face
Man Every day is the same thing
I've been on the road, I'm tied like a shoelace
Gave my heart away, it only brought me more pain
I don't wanna talk, lil' bitch, I watch the mood change
I see niggas change, colors like a mood ring
Niggas get a lil' money, watch the mood change
Niggas down up on they ass, watch the mood change
I can't maintain it
I'm tryna sustain shit
Hollow tip from this drum, leave me brainless
Glock .45 with a drum, leave me brain dead
Suicidal thoughts every day, can't contain it
Suicidal thoughts every day, it's so draining
Rain coat on, but nigga, it ain't raining
Pain inside my heart, I don't display it
I don't know how it feel to be complacent