Drus - Summertime Sadness Lyrics

I never know
If I'm really worth the affection you give me whenever I'm low
Haven't been myself for about ten years momma say it show
Brain is scattered all over the place
Everyday I'm numbing the pain
Trying to put a fake smile on my face yeah
Do you know if I am okay
Would you be okay if I went for a ride until I got to heavenly gates
Y'all only attack me cause y'all found my soul was in one of the weakest of states
Now I harbor the deepest of hate
Telling Everyone please get away
Trying to keep from my energy draining

This is summer time summer time sadness
I got closed eyes living in this madness
There's to many people trying to kill my passion
And I don't know which way to go
No no no

Is it me that you love
Or are you loving the though
I still can not find why out why you would lie and say that you gave me your heart
You saw opportunity see what you do me
Know how to rip me apart
Guess I should have saw it comin
Now I don't know how to function
I guess it ain't about us then
Was under your spell
Now you wish me well knowing that you wish that i was in hell
And now I can tell
Never though I'd feel hate like this
Even though it's you I miss
Now you you get a kick out of this yeah

This is summer time summer time sadness
I got closed eyes living in this madness
There's to many people trying to kill my passion
And I don't know which way to go
No no no

This is summer time summer time sadness
I got closed eyes living in this madness
There's to many people trying to kill my passion
And I don't know which way to go
No no no

This is summer time summer time sadness
I got closed eyes living in this madness
There's to many people trying to kill my passion
And I don't know which way to go
No no no