Epidemic Suicide Video (MV)

Wake up Another day, more pain Feel ashamed of myself for existing
Anxious, a feeling in my chest that's sickening
I Eat pills, all 3 meals, doin drug deals
Instead of paying bills
If you don't know how I feel
Then don't tell me it ain't real
Shake up, another rapper dead from overdosing on a f*ckload of pills
If they ain't happy after they make mils
Then what the hell is happiness is it even real
What the f*cks the deal
Why are we here
What is the point
There isn't one I fear
I really, really fear

Just The other week my buddy lost his mind
Almost took his own life
He f*ckin pulled out a knife
He said back the f*ck up
Or I'll gut ya, then he tried to turn around but he f*cked up
We grabbed him up
He said shut the f*ck up when I begged him to stop
He said I wasn't tryna hurt ya
He said he just wanted to die
Wanted to end his own life

This is reality, this is normality
This is no fallacy, all the fatalities
All of the loved ones they lost
And All of the pain that it cause
For All the good people it cost
Im sorry for all of your loss