Yeah, I.. I understood the first ten times this happened but
You do this every single time
By now it has to be a conscious decision, i mean for real
Look, i don't want your reasoning
Its not gonna change my mind ... Okay? Aight
Look
Save it for another day
I don't wanna hear you right now, I'm tryna meditate mm
I cant seem to find a better way
And every time i open and show you love, you push me away mm
I cant shake the way it makes me feel
I'd say chill but you're already ice cold in the veins
Would you tell me your deal? You've burnt a hole in my brain
See going in I was sane, messed with you and now I'm going insane
I either choke on the words, or spit them all out at once
I feel dumb I never know what to say
See every time i try to save it for another day
You're up against my ear screaming how you never wait
I stayed since 'fore you gave me the time of day
Still when we really into it you call me out my name
I don't like that shit at all
If we ain't keeping it civil its on
I feel i rubbed that crystal ball
I should've seen this coming all along
All along yeah yeah
All along all along yeah
I should've seen this coming all along
So
Save it for another day
I don't wanna hear you right now, I'm tryna meditate
I cant seem to find a better way
And every time i open and show you love, you push me away
And I wonder
How did can be undone
I'm feeling the thunder
The lightning it struck hard
It hit me like f*ck off
Its almost as if
I needed the pain
Something to shake me awake, relay that point to my brain
Telling me oh yeah, Yo Dan! It's gon' be okay, mmm
That's what i repeat when i don't know what to say
It go like
Mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm mmmm
I needed to lose
I had to learn how to refuse
Comfort when feeling the blues
I wonder will I uncover the truth
Keep to the sky when I'm confused
Please, remind me the use
I feel I forget too quickly
Don't say that you won't
Both you and I know
The moment I go, you'll miss me
You showed that through how you kissed me
When you laid your body against me
Lately its been oh so tempting
And I've been so close to empty
I almost replied to the text you sent me
Sending me off
Telling me Dan, don't you come back until you decide you meant this
Ooo
Plenty of times I said that
Two of those times I actually meant it
Mm-mm-mm mmm-mm
Go ahead
Stand corrected
I understand now, my questions
The dots all now connect
I've found who i am in depth
I've been in over my head, thinking it over and over again
The moment i finally feel i can rest, will be when they tell me my time of death.
I feel I rubbed that crystal ball
I should've seen this coming all along
All along yeah yeah
Save it for another day
I don't wanna hear you right now, I'm tryna meditate mm
I cant seem to find a better way
And every time i open and show you love, you push me away mm
I cant shake the way it makes me feel
Id say chill but you're already ice cold in the veins
Would you tell me your deal? You've burnt a hole in my brain
And girl it hurts a little too much to say it ain't a thing
The more i try
To force these lines
The more that I
Ignore the signs
Pointing me towards
Every time I was warned
To leave you behind
But I swore
I saw in your eyes
A bit more
Then in a beeline
You dipped off, and of course
I tried to define it as lost
I didn't realize what this was
Or i just like to play dumb
I keep on chasing that buzz
I think i won't ever have enough
I feel i rubbed that crystal ball
I should've seen this coming all along
All along, yeah yeah
Save it for another day
I don't wanna hear you right now, I'm tryna meditate mm
I cant seem to find a better way
And every time i open and show you love, you push me away mm
I cant shake the way it makes me feel
I'd say chill but you're already ice cold in the veins
Would you tell me your deal? You've burnt a hole in my brain
And girl it hurts a little too much to say it ain't a thing