Thru My Eyes Video (MV)

If you could see this life through my eyes, you wouldn't be the same
All the trust turned into lies, cuz of all the snakes
Fell out of love a couple of times, reading the signs to late
This is the blind, leading the blind, trying to guide the way Yeah, yeah, trying to guide the way
This is the blind, leading the blind, trying to guide the way
Yeah, yeah, trying to guide the way
This is the blind, leading the blind, trying to guide the way
I ain't goin' out like no chump, I gotta get it in, that's for my son
I put it on him, I get what I want, huh, bitch, I ain't no punk
I ain't stuntin' like my daddy, cuz that nigga died bein' a bum yea
Addicted to them blues until he was blue inside his lungs, huh
Saw the picture of how he looked when he took his last breath
Shit really left me speechless if I must confess
His soul really left his body, but I was really stiff
A deadbeat dad, yeah, he really livin' up to it
I cannot get him up from it, that chapter is already sealed yeah
I'm only here dealing with trauma, all the generational curses I shield
I'm only hearing all my relatives fightin' and arguing, trippin' on guilt yea
I'm only trying to show my son how to be grateful and how to stay real, huh
If you could see this life through my eyes, you wouldn't be the same
All the trust turned into lies, cuz of all the snakes
Fell out of love a couple of times, reading the signs to late
This is the blind, leading the blind, trying to guide the way Yeah, yeah, trying to guide the way
This is the blind, leading the blind, trying to guide the way
Yeah, yeah, trying to guide the way
This is the blind, leading the blind, trying to guide the way
As you can see right now, I'm jaded, looking at my life in phases
Unrecognizable faces, all these drugs that I've been taking
And I don't know what to feel, cuz my body's going numb
So cold it gives me chills if you see how far I've come
All these tears that I cried, all these love ones dead
Trying to keep my head high and feel alive again
Dealing with the pressure, the type that a diamond gets
Trying to measure out the pain, don't know which side to pick
The good from the bad, over what I have or what I had
Constant visions, I revisit, get brought up from my past
If I'm doing it wrong, who else can I blame but my dad
But I don't want accountability, I just want him back
If you could see this life through my eyes, you wouldn't be the same
All the trust turned into lies, cuz of all the snakes
Fell out of love a couple of times, reading the signs to late
This is the blind, leading the blind, trying to guide the way Yeah, yeah, trying to guide the way
This is the blind, leading the blind, trying to guide the way
Trying to guide the way
This is the blind, leading the blind, trying to guide the way