Sometimes life will have feeling different ways
These different days
Sometimes I don't feel alive
Sometimes I don't wanna face
Problems staring in my eye
Problems start to irritate
Thinking what the year gon bring
Started in an eery phase
Difference is I'm different than what I was in my early age
I was lost
I lost my grandfather
Seen my family crumble
That was like teary phase
Gangsters say put tears away
Life is about the choices that you make
Don't take a break
I don't know tomorrow but I know that I am here today
It's clear today that rain is gonna come but always clear away
Used to walk right into danger
Now I'm like just steer away
Hoping that my peers is safe but I can't live for peers today
Gotta face the truth cuz only truth will keep the fear away
Still it's hard
It's f*ck the law
Mumble rap not for a nigga
Even if I break my jaw
Swimming with the sharks I saw
I was tryna find my lil light in all the dark I saw
Mother Nature speak to me
Ten toes how I'm on my feet
Don't need yu to speak for me
She gon go all week for me
Shorty say she weak for me
Talk my shit n pay the price
But they say that speech is free
Speak to me like I ain't here
Tell me all ya deepest thoughts
I wanna know
I wanna travel through ya mind and through the times that's on the surface
Yu on earth is how we greeting
Yu right here is what I know
Life is saw was miserable
Life's a bitch but that don't mean that shorty is un kissable
Position is dismissive
Only death will make yu missable
Bang bang
Let them pistols go
Niggaz dying over diamonds
Don't know how the crystals grow
Tell me how you living bro
I see all the pictures but them pictures don't reveal your soul
Them cars and clothes won't heal your soul
I don't think they hear me though
I just see soo many dying
Got me asking why we living
Asking where we going
When we ain't no longer livin
I no longer give a Fuc
I no longer got no friends
Cuz all my friends dun messed me up
I just don't see life the same
Only when I set myself free when all the options came
I felt trapped inside myself entering a trappers game
Niggaz robbed and niggaz squel
Go to jail and some get kilt
Telling you the trappers pain
Ever gotta call from one ya homies bout ya homies
How they put a bullet in his brain
How we spouses to act the same l
Ghetto kids
No place to play
How we practice for the game
Tell me what's the safest place to practice who I am today
Why the world can't teach a black boy with An active brain
So whose supposed to teach this boy
How to fight his fright n make his mess something he overcame
Find out who you are my nigga
Never seen you act your name
You act just like such n such and I think that shit is lame
I just don't see life the same but I'm not that different though
Find me in a different zone
All alone that's cool with me
Fill my cup and roll my tree
Taking that shit to the dome