Way back when, it was your move then
Written in the stars, yeah, but what a farce
Nice to begin, but where had I been
Started to wear thing, took it on the chin
What would I face
Had to escape
(Your) thinking's insane
Will you cut yourself again?
My cards had been dealt. 'That was it' I felt
Show my hand, but don't know where I stand
Nice to be free, didn't think I could be
Said 'it had to change' but it got even more insane
Still living with
Would like to forget and forgive
I'm still paying
Cos I know you would cut yourself again
Took your hostages
Emotional rampages
Spreading your pain
Always going to cut yourself again
So out of your head
Don't know what you did
I gave up praying
Cos I knew you would cut yourself again