DUBELL - THE CITIZEN JOHN STORY Lyrics

He gets out of bed one day
Everything was going his way
He was a pumped up kid
So unsophisticated
He was your generic little boy
All he did was play with his toys
But then them girls they walked on in
Oh how they did f*ck with him
Oh teenage angst is one of those things
All them girls pulling your heart strings
Are you in or are you out
These tiny voices are so loud
Sitting at home on a Saturday night
She is out with another guy
This is the Citizen John story
I'm just a boy with dreams
Oh every day that does go by
I get this feeling where I am dying inside
I'm alone and uptight
I wanna put a bullet through my mind
All these people they try to tell me
That they can help me to get out of my brain
But they don't understand
Is the pain it just don't go away
Sitting at home on a Saturday night
She is out with another guy
This is the Citizen John story
And all I do is bleed
I'm all alone but I'm in for the fight
She is the only girl to alight
Oh my depressing life
I need her it's only a matter of time
F*ck
Oh
Now people say it can only get better
I don't believe it cos I am still on my own
I really wish I never f*cked up
It's too late now though
She is gone
Sitting at home and I'm alone it's time
How has this become my life
All I wanna do is cry all f*cking night
Sitting around contemplating my time
No one will miss me you'll all be fine
All I think of is suicide
And I'm not sorry cos you know
You all know that
You will be alright
They will care when he's gone
Yes, they will
They will miss him when he's gone
Yes, they will
The world will remember him when he's gone
Yes, it will
He's not alone, he's got to know
So please don't give into the Black Dog