Supposed To Feel Video (MV)

It's a lot of shit that I don't talk about For what, nigga
Don't like a soul, if I did, I can't put my trust in them
I been down and out my whole life, somehow I'm still livin
I know they take advantage and somehow I'm still givin
Know they say my time comin, but I really think it isn't now
But f*ck it, I'ma have to thug it like I did before
Bitch is you with me or you not, you gotta let me know
Cause I ain't gave my love to a bitch since that dirty hoe

I been spendin' old money, never goin' broke again
I been throwin' show money, couple bitches on my team
I been spendin' hoes' money, life be feelin' better when you up
And never owe nothin, gave up everything like what else was I supposed to give
Went through plenty, lost just to prove that I was supposed to win
Lost all of my friends, now I know that it was supposed to end
Now I'm goin' to all the places, feel like I was supposed to been
Livin' how I'm supposed to live, I don't like nobody, really
How am I supposed to feel Family across you too, that's why I don't get close to them
Some ain't even close to real, heart been made of steel
Tell me, how was I supposed to heal I been out the way and to myself
I been copin' well, I'm about to come up on a grip
And I ain't sharin' nothin, I can sit up heavy on the mill
And I ain't sayin' nothin, tryna sit up highest in the hills
With the man hunters long as rubber bands coming count it up
My hands hurtin, I been all in head first
Like a crash dummy, I done got some money now
I ain't hearin' nothin, niggas say I'm actin' funny

Now If I ain't at the top, at least I'm livin' how I'm supposed to live
I don't like nobody, really
How am I supposed to feel Family across you too, that's why I don't get close to them
Some ain't even close to real, heart been made of steel
Tell me, how was I supposed to heal I been out the way and to myself
I been copin' well

Feel like that I gotta go to heaven
Cause I live in hell now, life okay, but for real
I been tryna bail out, disappear without a trace
And I ain't leavin' trails out
I was dumb, told myself I won't be stupid again
Then I did it, yeah, I did it
Gettin' crossed a thousand times, what it took me to win
Yeah, I did it, and I don't get it
Nigga used to be cool with like twenty niggas, yeah
But what it went when I was down on all ten
Really gave the last one my last twenty niggas, yeah
And I ain't never seen that nigga again

It's a lot of shit I don't talk about, for what, nigga
Don't like a soul, if I did, I can't put my trust in him
I been down and out my whole life, somehow I'm still livin
I know they take advantage, and somehow I'm still givin
Know they say my time comin, but I really think it isn't now
But f*ck it, I'ma have to thug it like I did before
Bitch is you with me or you not You gotta let me know
Cause I ain't gave my love to a bitch since that dirty hoe

It's a lot of shit I don't talk about, for what, nigga
Don't like a soul, if I did, I can't put my trust in him
I been down and out my whole life, somehow I'm still livin
I know they take advantage, and somehow I'm still givin
Know they say my time comin, but I really think it isn't now
But f*ck it, I'ma have to thug it like I did before
Bitch is you with me or you not You gotta let me know
Cause I ain't gave my love to a bitch since that dirty hoe