Smoke One Video (MV)

I'm pissed off
Stressed out
I just need to smoke one
Lately I've been feeling like I get along with no one
My minds gone
I'm so drawn
Held up in the moment
But once I walk up out that door
No telling where I'm going
I'm going
I'm going
Yeah I'm really about to go in
I don't give a f*ck if I'm the only one who knows it
I know it
I know it
I'm here to enjoy myself
I don't do this shit for no one else
I'm staring up at this skyline
Small town kid with no guidelines
Here to make this whole city mine
And be a billionaire when I'm fifty-five
But right now I'm patient
I've been so anxious
I try to keep up good relations
At the same time, so evasive
I can't face my face to face when I face myself in the mirror
Vision become unclear
Reflection unfamiliar
Looking back on those one way tracks
How the hell did I end up here
2015 New Year's Eve like "What a year!"
What a year to be alive, man
It's my time to finally thrive
Finally shine
I need more than my piece of pie
I need peace of mind
But I'm pissed off and stressing
Miscounting my blessings
Like All this misery got me feeling manic-depressive
You can't tell me nothing
It's not up for discussion
And I think all my old habits have become self-destructive
But f*ck the repercussions
My mind's become corrupted
By mastering the art of eating hearts out with seduction
Shits disgusting
Maybe I just need to smoke one
Because lately it been feeling like I get along with no one
My minds gone
I'm so drawn
Held up in the moment
But once I walk up out that door
No telling where I'm going
I'm going
I'm going
Yeah I'm really about to go in
And I don't give a f*ck if I'm the only one who knows it
I know it
I know it
I'm here to enjoy myself
And I don't do this shit for no one else
Lone wolf mentality
Cult of personality
False sense of reality
I've been drinking and smoking
Waking up with different women but
This my life and I'm living
I don't need no one's opinion
I make my decisions
I've learned from my mistakes
And I won't hesitate
No time to waste
And yet I can't f*cking wait
I can't re-late
To anybody who's waiting on some big break
Like oh god for heaven's sake
I want to vacate with my family
A big house for my homies
I want walls lined up with trophies
To block out all of these phonies
That keep acting like they know me
We light the fires, they all appear
But I guess you don't know who your true friends are until that smoke clears
My day's ones get what they want from me
No such thing as lunch for free
We all have a seat at this table
It's almost time to feast
And I keep getting better
At piecing this shit together
They saying I won't go diamond
But i'm thriving under pressure, maybe
Maybe, maybe
Yo I just need to smoke one
Cuz lately it been feeling like I get along with no one
My minds gone
I'm so drawn
Held up in the moment
But once I walk up out that door
No telling where I'm going
I'm going
I'm going
Yeah I'm really about to go in
And I don't give a f*ck if I'm the only one who knows it
I know it
I know it
I'm here to enjoy myself
And I don't do this shit for no one else