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Only you decide what you do with your life
I pray to Jesus Christ that he'll rescue me tonight
Cause I, I feel like dying
I feel like dying
I feel like dying
I feel like, in real life
I feel like dying
I felt like dying
Whenever I bring this up, they thought that I was lying
I go to a dark place where nobody can find me
If anyone can hear this, just know that I was trying
I feel like dying
Preventing anyone I know to get close
Cause I tell them a story and they all think that it's a joke
I guess that's part of why I don't wanna be here no more
I know I can't bring you back, but nana why you had to go
I thought we had more time before you had to hit the road
I'm in South Carolina, hallucinating
I thought I seen your ghosts, CO's took my medication
Only you decide what you do with your life
I pray to Jesus Christ that he'll rescue me tonight
Cause I, I feel like dying
I feel like dying
I feel like dying
I feel like, in real life
I feel like dying
Twelve months since you been gone
I can't seem to wipe my tears, brother I miss you, call my phone
It's been months, it feel like years, and I promise you I will be strong
I just tend to leave and disappear
I feel as everybody's weird
Sometimes I really feel like I've been somewhere
Then I'm driving, I'm driving up on the I-65
Wanna get high, I really feel alive
Sometimes I hop up in a Stu
And then I think, I think about you
I feel like dying
I feel like dying
I feel like dying
I feel like, in real life
Only you decide what you do with your life