Duka the Magician - How Could I? Lyrics

Now I cut the deck out into two
There's a card missing I won't let you choose
Learned lessons that I wish I woulda knew
But in the end, it doesn't matter much to you
The freezing that I felt, dark days that I've seen
Ships that pass in night and only speak in passing
It's a signal and a voice through a dark breeze
Only one look and silence then proceeds

How could I?
How could I forget you?
But I forgot anyways

How many day dreams turn to bad dreams?
Darkness ain't a shock I know it rings
Heaven and the earths been unfolding in my spleen
Ingnoring instincts begging me to think
The light goes dimmer when the candles aren't trimmed
Every disagreement with myself I always win
An arguer is better than the opposite of them
I made this to revolt against our fate that's sent

How could I?
How could I forget you?
But I forgot anyways