oh god (resprise) Video (MV)

That's the way I wanted to be
Living my better life
Loving myself-time
But every time I'm questioning me...
Where's my promises?
What's my accomplishments?
I still have nothing to see
My thoughts still bothering me...
Gotta justify my suffering
I don't want to come back muttering:
"Okay I'm done"
"Okay I'm broken
Are you happy with that?"
"Okay I'm lost"
Ooh...
Heart flutters every day,
When it feels sympathy,
Probably anything.
Soul softens in any way
When it sees enemies
Using my lots of things
So much thoughts...
The cure I craved for slowly rots...
Gotta justify my suffering
I don't wanna come back muttering:
"Okay I'm done"
"Okay I'm broken
Are you happy with that?"
"Okay I'm lost"
"Okay, I'm done.
Okay I'm broken,
Are you happy with that?"
Ooh...
Anxious thoughts
Come to my head
Empty plots...
Filling up
Laying in my bed
Missing shots...
Rewinding back
Makes me so sad
So I had to stand
All alone
No crying for help
I must handle it
So I had to stand all alone
All alone, baby
So I had to stand all alone
All alone, baby