Durant Searcy - Damaged. Lyrics

I close my eyes
Hoping I wake
Rid of tears I've cried
So many things that I hide
Terrified to let anyone inside

I've never felt any love before
It was never given
Always was rejected
I've only dreamt of love before
I can't help but deny it
I'm just way too damaged

I've never felt any love before
It was never given
Always was rejected
I've only dreamt of love before
I can't help but deny it
I'm just way too damaged

Outside I'm a savage
Inside I'm so powerless
Love what have you done to me?
Hey, dad look down at what it's taught me
Bemused by all my feelings

I've never felt any love before
It was never given
Always was rejected
I've only dreamt of love before
I can't help but deny it
I'm just way too damaged

I've never felt any love before
It was never given
Always was rejected
I've only dreamt of love before
I can't help but deny it
I'm just way too damaged

I refuse linger
In all of my confusion (No resolution)
And focus on the fact that I'm now okay
I'm lying
I'm not okay

I've never felt any love before
It was never given
Always was rejected
I've only dreamt of love before
I can't help but deny it
I'm just way too damaged