Dusk by Five - Drinking Cyanide Lyrics

I'm not lost yet, I'm just confused
Fighting endless wars that I know I'm gonna lose
Fighting through the shock and the torment and the pain
Fighting through the echoes left inside of my brain
These things you tell me, yeah, they fill me with doubt
That I'm in a typhoon and there's no way out
That I'm drowning in whirlwind of my own fears and stress
Another needless affliction that I need to repress
I tried myself to brush it off
But it's killing me and I'm growing soft
I tried to walk away but I can't let go
It hurts so much, but I am right at home
I can't keep living like this
Looking for a light in the abyss
My patience is being spent
Suffocating in the deep end
Day by day, I'm suffering still
It's all over now, but I still feel ill
An endless purgatory of excruciations
Another endless night of lustrations
Another cut, another bruise, another reason to leave
Another battle that I'll have to upheave
Another night alone where all I do is think
Another reminder that my thoughts are still out of sync
I tried myself to brush it off
But it's killing me and I'm growing soft
I tried to walk away but I can't let go
It hurts so much, but I am right at home
I can't keep living like this
Looking for a light in the abyss
My patience is being spent
Suffocating in the deep end
I'd reach out if I knew you'd listen
But it's all excuses, you keep them persistent
Lies from your mouth when you say that I'm weak
But try to live when nightmares reality
Ooo, Ooo
(Told you this wouldn't work out for me)
Ooo, Ooo
(Cut me down or leave me hanging)
Ooo, Ooooo
I can't keep living like this
Looking for a light in the abyss
My patience is being spent
Suffocating in the deep end
Told you this wouldn't work out for me
Cut me down or leave me hanging
Told you this wouldn't work out for me
Cut me down or leave me hanging