I can't fake my emotions you see what I am
And bitter small talk don't make me new friends
Because the weather outside don't play trust in my hand
I've got Enough scars on these shoulders
By the fakest of men
26 years of faults became my Strengths
The only one in my family that thinks my way
That younger me's innocence slowly stripped away
By people claiming they loved me
Oh how childhood changed
Now I ain't
No I ain't scared
This world throws me it's punches but I'm more aware
Saddled up for battle killing snakes for the rattles
The venoms in my hand but you gave me the bottle
Physically I'm fine but my heads in a state
I can't swim off this island you help create
And maybe it's time to let go and forgive
But with a past dark as mine the light just can't come in
Now I ain't
No I ain't scared
This world throws me it's punches but I'm more aware
Saddled up for battle killing snakes for the rattles
The venoms in my hand but you gave me the bottle
The venoms in my hand but you gave me the bottle