Textin ma, I ain't home tonight
They don't know it's been the hardest
Time slipped when I thought I had it guarded
It's us smiling through the hardships
Now it's me hanging weary trust up in my closet
Piercing silence, all the words is disregarded
Embracing violence, I gotta think
They said condolences, but you was never missed
False promises, we can't coexist in tandem
Slow burns, sharp turns, I lost enthusiasm
All this confusion covered up with sarcasm
Brush stroking with no specific pattern I fade away
Hit the pack from a time I was roaming astray
Saying shit I wouldn't say today
Had to lock in and go and make a play
Now the team iconic, like the five of j's
Can't blame them for the stress I face
Many thoughts that ache
I gotta thug it out and live falsely
Mind twirling off the zooty
I'll be with you shortly
I know I'm real as shit, I don't need Maury
Don't you criticize me, if you pushing 40
Grown into myself, you can never lil bro me
I've grown into myself, you can never lil bro me