Dutch - Never Understood Lyrics

You see I never understood
Why we had to jugg
Or why we had to rob or we would starve
But I did understand
Why I ain't have no dad
Cause he won't real enough to be a f*cking man
I got it all out the mud now
Don't finesse the plug now
Don't show fake love now
Mama we really up now
I pack out clubs now
They really show me love now
I'm from the hood so I never thought I could
But now we really up on game
It was lil Dennis It's was Cartwright Then it was lil James
Cause The struggle was real And niggas was hungry
Niggas ain't know nothing but Jugging, Finessing, and robbing
It was balling in a Porsche My jays got extorted
Then times got harder My moms couldn't afford it
It was showers in the dark When we was sleeping in the car
Bitch I thought I had somebody Started beefing with my aunt
Then my brother got shot My other brother got locked
My bro wanted a hot meal So he bought a glock
Bro posted on the block He was grinding and he robbing
He felt alone in this shit So bro started mobbing
It was pill popping And bitches thotting
Blood clotting And shots shot
Niggas still ain't getting money And we all started from the f*cking bottom
So now I got my bands up And my moms got her hands up
Man I pray to god They let my brother out then hand cuffs
Came from the ground, Who gon' love me when I all goes down
Ain't gon' cry I ain't gone frown (Ain't gon frown)
Then tables always turn around
I put their love to the test But I keep my heart protected by this bulletproof vest
I swear to god it ain't no pressures Niggas ain't on my neck
Even though you fed up Young nigga keep your head up
You see I never understood Why we had to jugg
Or why we had to rob or we would starve
But I did understand Why I ain't have no dad
Cause he won't real enough to be a f*cking man
I got it all out the mud now Don't finesse the plug now
Don't show fake love now Mama we really up now
I pack out clubs now They really show me love now
I'm from the hood so I never thought I could