Never wanted summer to be over
Too much shit in my head by October
Thought my life had somewhere else to go
I've been falling off the road
Feeling drunk but I've been sober
Always been the one to keep my head down
Something in my silence being too loud
If I could go back and change my mind
Would it risk another goodbye
As I lay here on the floor
Picking pieces, wanting more
Way back then I wasn't sure
But isn't that what I'm living for
So is it too much to say I feel broken
Losing my mind, don't want the doors closing
How much is it to keep the dice rolling
Make it look so easy, I wish I could breathe, please
I count my blessings over and over
I'm not the same, it's like you don't know her
Might be the time to finally show you
Make it look so easy, I just wanna breathe, please
Taken in by the riptide
In the dark, couldn't dry my eyes
Think I might need a lifeline
'Cause I've been so sleepless and you know my weakness
Taken in by the riptide
In the dark, couldn't dry my eyes
Think I might need a lifeline
'Cause I've been so sleepless, just need to breathe
So is it too much to say I feel broken
Losing my mind, don't want the doors closing
How much is it to keep the dice rolling
Make it look so easy, I wish I could breathe, please
I count my blessings over and over
I'm not the same, it's like you don't know her
Might be the time to finally show you
Make it look so easy, I just wanna breathe, please