Still writing pages
Never know how to say it
Hope you keep my name around
And you're probably with her
While I stare at old pictures
From times that we don't mention now
And you used to say how your day was, I miss it
But anyways, you could stay here and listen
I won't complain 'bout the way you resist me no more
Ignoring advice, thinking twice
You're so hard to find, you're smiling so nicely
This ain't good for me, I'm missing a piece
Inevitably, I'll fake it completely
We're much older now just thinking about how
I keep you around while laying my guard down
I'm further from you to tell you the truth
I'll find someone new, but I never do
And I swear I'm good on my own
It's just that my own could be lonely
How's it like up there in my mind
And we'd sit in silence
Changing white noise into violet
My mistake not getting your side
But you would distract me from obvious reasons
Sometimes I leave but I don't even mean it
I've wasted my time with the truth and the deep end before
Ignoring advice, thinking twice
You're so hard to find, you're smiling so nicely
This ain't good for me, I'm missing a piece
Inevitably, I'll fake it completely
We're much older now just thinking about how
I keep you around while laying my guard down
I'm further from you to tell you the truth
I'll find someone new, but I never do