Lost & Found Video (MV)

(I can't feel pain anymore)
I gotta keep it steady, I gotta stay ready
Ain't going back, cuz I been there already
I was so certain of what we would be
Now I'm lost in the sauce, and I just sound so cheesy
It's hard to move on, it's hard to forget, yes
Movin' on and holding on, I'm runnin' out of breath
I'm tryna do my own thing, I'm tryna live free
But being free just ain't that easy for me
I feel alone but I'm stubborn
I wanna go home so I can recover
I discovered that I loved her when I was on my own
I tried to keep it undercover, but my feelings were too strong
I kept the letters, I kept the notes, I never lost hope
I read them over and over again to help me cope
But every time I rewind, I just begin to choke up
My past has been f*cked, and now my future's handcuffed
But the only thing that can make me move is someone new
My point of view has remained blue since one became two
You say it was you who got screwed
Guess I never knew how to really lose, until I lost you

I told myself I'd never fall in love again, I'm to blame
Thought you were a friend, now I'm stuck inside your games
You make me feel the love, please don't make me feel the shame
The last thing I want is to feel pain
This all a cycle baby please don't feel vain
Don't mean to hurt you but you're gonna up end the same
That doesn't mean we can't enjoy the moment now
Time is precious so let's get it just don't write no wedding vows
They all tell me I don't know how to love her
They don't know that the heartbreaker has to recover
All I know is lookin; at you, I wanna be your f*cker
All you know is lookin; at me, you wanna be my lover so
Please don't give me hope
Please don't break my trust
You say the same to me
But you just satisfy my lust
Now I'm trapped again
I don't want this to end
Why did this begin
Don't pretend like we just friends
Feel like this happens all the time
I don't know what I want, I can't make up my mind
All I know is looking at you, i want you to be mine
Is that such a crime?
Feel like this happens all the time
I don't know what I want, I can't make up my mind
All I know is looking atchu, i want you to be mine
Is that a crime?