I'm more apt to stay at home than find myself in a crowd
I move a little softer, but I still dabble with loud
Shoulders back, better posture, got rid of that slouch
And I, redefined myself without you
Put myself together, found the pieces on the ground
Processing wrongs, not yet ready for a round
Need to see less rainy days, you know that cloud
And I, redefined myself without you
My thoughts go in NOTES and there's no one to share with
How do you go to bed when there's no one to lay with
Codependent to sitting, I stand in my kitchen
It's hard to start a new show when there's no one present, yeah
Temporary fixes lead to permanent damage
Have you heard of social isolation
It's a mix of being presently alone
I barely cook anymore, it's always takeout
Gave my daughter the bedroom so it feels like our house
Found that couch off the curb, left the curb our couch
And I, redefined myself without you
Hung a Jesus in the bathroom, I don't follow devout
Found strength in confidence, no hovering self-doubt
Finally at a point where I'm figuring it out
And I, redefined myself without you
Theoretically, you can't put me in a catch-all
There's no one solution
I'm my worst downfall
Just stand by my side when I'm going through it
If you commit to me, I'll commit to yours
When you're going through the same
Your state of mind affects mine, but it's still yours
They stay separate in their own names
Theoretically, you can't put me in a catch-all