Dweller - balls are gone Lyrics

I'm wasted
Waiting to see if you hear me
I'm ready
Call if you feel like you need me
I wake up
Hoping to feel that you're near me
I fainted
Finding my way
Waiting to say
That you came
Same chance that you won't come to take it
Shame
One more day and I'll stay till I make it
And she's one sure shot away
And nothing short of a gain
But something tells me she won't come and take it
Just one more step and the same
Old story again
Cause in her world
It's all just playing a game
Just playing a game
Just playing a game
Just playing a game
She doesn't care about my nuts
Hopes
Crushed
I'm screaming
Ho-ly-F*ck
I'm feeling
Balls
Are
Gone
Into the night
Every time I close my eyes
I see them staring back at me like
Every time I close my eyes
I see them staring back at me
Like
Two peas in a pod
But my sack has been sawed
My balls are gone
And so I swear to god
Please pray for him
Allah make way for him
This knife is paper thin
Bring the razor in
And I'm wavering
And my
Balls are gone
Balls are gone
Balls are gone
Balls are gone
Oh, my balls are gone
They have been wronged
My life has been wasted on a dream
My balls are gone
And I am wrong
And you're the one to take it away from me