Dying on Your Birthday - Day After Day Lyrics

I'll tuck it deep inside
So no one can find
How I've been really feeling
There's another hole
And I think this might make me choke
I think I'm slowly dying

It's the 4th time again this month
That I have thought about using
Abusing myself again
No one really knows
That Ive dug myself inside a hole
That's so deep
I cant feel anymore

I've been lying to my friends again
They don't know where I've been
The feel of everything
Will slowly melt away
I need to escape
I'll say I'm fine
But the truth is I'm far from alright.

I'm far from being okay
The pain
Won't f*cking go away
Day after day
The darkness it brings
Will be my undoing
Not knowing
If I'll live to see another day

I need help
I just want this to all go away
I don't know if I'll live another day
Make this end
The pain is too much to take
Im scared that this will be the end of me

What more do I need to endure
To make sure
That I can finally see some light
Ive been so blind
Ignoring all of this
I don't think I have the strength
To stop this on my own

I can't sleep anymore
I want to die
I need this suffering to end
Because I only hurt the ones around me
I need your help
I don't want to lie
Anymore about the same old shit
The story never ends

I need help
I just want this to go away
I don't know if I'll live another day
Make this end
The pain is too much to take
Im scared that this will be the end of me

One more day
Will be the death of me
I want to escape
My self-destructive ways
End this pain
I can't take
Anymore of this shame

I won't be left standing