People say I need
To keep going on
Need to stand on my own two feet
But those same people walk away
When I need someone to lean on
They're 100 f*cking miles away
I don't know if I'm getting better
Lately just feels like I'm cursed
Like there's and ocean in me
And I'm about to let myself sink
How dare you say
That I'll get better with time
It was all a lie
All a f*cking lie
I'm getting worse and worse
The water fills into my lungs
And I'm not fighting anymore
How dare you say?
Your not cursed your heads in the wrong place
Shit here it comes
Another headache
I know you tried your hardest to stay
But I'm not worth the pain
I don't know what's really wrong with me
But I know you're better off leaving
People say I need
To keep going on
Need to stand on my own two feet
But those same people walk away
When I need someone to lean on
They're 100 f*cking miles away
I don't know if I'm getting better
Lately just feels like I'm cursed
Like there's and ocean in me
And I'm about to let myself sink
How dare you say
That I'll get better with time
It was all a lie
All a f*cking lie
I'm getting worse and worse
The water fills into my lungs
And I'm not fighting anymore
How can you say
That I'm not worth fighting for
I know you're right
But I thought it was different this time
How can you say
You should've never loved me in the first place
I'll take the blame
I'll let the ocean sweep me away