FUCK
Give me your hand and pull me under
Escape from the surface and play in the gutter
I've been trapped in eternal slumber
Spiraling down one hell of a bender
One-way ticket no final destination
Meltdown and a grippy sock vacation
Serving up pills like church communion
Is this my healing or my delusion
Unquenchable thirst for self-destruction
Flirting with flames in a game of seduction
A pill for this and a pill for that
Pick your poison and fade to black
Rock bottom is my favorite place to be
Just raw dogging reality
LalalalalaBLEGH
AHH Pill-bottle cathedral kneel and swallow
Numbing all things that leave me hollow
Hahahahahahahahollow
If there's a god he must be a sick f*ck - I pray my soul to take
I'll fight him in a denny's parking lot
FUCK YOU, GOD
One-way ticket no final destination
Meltdown and a grippy sock vacation
Serving up pills like church communion
Is this my healing or my delusion?
Unquenchable thirst for self-destruction
Flirting with flames in a game of seduction
A pill for this and a pill for that
Pick your poison and fade to black
Thoughts of death engulf my mind
Calling to me softly synchronizing over time
Spinning faster chemical ballet of neurons dancing through the
Synthetic tranquilizer trance a maladaptive dream
Spinning faster chemical ballet of neurons dancing through the
Thinking about death all day and breaking the façade of healing
Give me serotonin and pop the happy pills
But the void laughs back and nothing ever heals
FUCK