I got family back east living their lives
I gotta best friend a couple years ago died
I'm on a set path to evict my emotions
Cause I'm just another tiny little drop in the ocean hoping
That I bring a little bread to this basket
Every day I break my back I don't know why you keep asking
If I'm okay
It's just this thing that I do
Go hard for days no shower, no grooming, or food
I'm cranking tunes
And for a second I'm hype
But I'll be on to the next before a week goes by
I give credit only where I see that credit is due
That last album took a week to put together for you
I'm on top of my wave and yeah I know I'll come down
And then my wife will have to pick me up from off of the ground cause it's a
Ride baby this them waves oh
It's raw baby yeah them waves yeah
It's so raw baby this them waves yeah
It's so raw baby this them waves
My mama told me I'm John Livingston Seagull
I can fly way higher than the average people
But the altitude sickens me and brings me down
Until it's time that I go back up cause I know that I'm bound
To live a life on a see-saw head in the clouds
Can't have a one on one convo but I'll play to a crowd
I lay at night can't sleep cause I'm thinking of how
To be a husband and a father to our future child
Am I a good friend?
Ain't seen my brother in ages
Made a diss track to my father Copy and Pasting
Haven't gone to see my sisters or my nieces and nephews
You'll be living life happy still this shit starts to get you
I've been tryna break the loop and better me as a person
Try to tell me there ain't something out there that can be worse than the ride
Ride baby this them waves oh
It's raw baby yeah them waves yeah
It's so raw baby this them waves yeah
It's so raw baby this them waves
I'll let you in on a secret I've been keeping inside
Success scares the shit out of me I'm taking my time
To do it my way so I get majority rule
Not get chewed up and spit out like the rest of these fools
I'm trucking
At this point I've got 2k on the gram
I struggle to engage with my base and cater to fans
But I just do what I do best and that's composing the beat
Getting my feelings out my head and spit em straight through my teeth
Got a team that consist of Richie, wifey, and God
They've had my back from day one since I started this job
To punch the clock late nights tryna crank this heat
While I be working 9 to 5 tryna make ends meet
Build this house brick and mortar now I'm putting in windows
Take a peek inside my life and see my lows and crescendos the ride
Ride baby this them waves oh
It's raw baby yeah them waves yeah
It's so raw baby this them waves yeah
It's so raw baby this them waves