Dylan Chai - SELF CARE (Bonus Track) Lyrics

I just need to phone a friend
Maybe I just need some help
I might just fall off of this ledge
Holding up everybody else
All my days been looking cloudy, can you blow 'em all away?
I let all this time go by me waiting on some better days
I just need a little sun
So can you come and light me up?
Got so much baggage on my mind, TSA ain't let me through
I'm just driving autopilot, when I crash I get confused
So I chase after the Son
I know that light gon' be enough
I need some time to catch my breath
I got so used to all this pain inside my chest
I'm afraid to tell the world that I'm a mess
I was gullible, I know that glass ain't full
I'm left lookin like the fool
The Bible told me that I'm blessed
Who got the joy when my heart feels so depressed?
I forgot just how it feels to find some rest
It's so hard to know that I'm someone to you
They say life is way too short, but how am I supposed to live it?
My cup is empty, I ain't even get to sip it
But how can I complain?
I don't deserve this grace
They say walk just like the Lord, but every step has got me tripping
Oh, this life just ain't a life until you live it
So how can I complain?
I'm drowning in your grace
I wanna fix all your problems but don't want you knowing mine
That prison used to be a playground, now it's locking up my mind
How did life end up like this?
I miss when I could be a kid
Now little Dyllie's growing up but there's a little boy inside
Scared to death of how they gon' react to all the things I hide
My therapist said that I give too much, I get it
Self care? Man, I say eff it
I need some time to catch my...huh
I got so used to all this pain inside my chest
I'm afraid to tell the world that I'm a mess
I was gullible, I know that glass ain't full
I'm left lookin like the fool
The Bible told me that I'm blessed
Who got the joy when my heart feels so depressed?
I forgot just how it feels to find some rest
It's so hard to know that I'm someone to you
They say life is way too short, but how am I supposed to live it?
My cup is empty, I ain't even get to sip it
But how can I complain?
I don't deserve this grace
They say walk just like the Lord, but every step has got me tripping
Oh, this life just ain't a life until you live it
So how can I complain?
I'm drowning in your grace
They say life is way too short, but how am I supposed to live it?
My cup is empty, I ain't even get to sip it
But how can I complain?
I don't deserve this grace
They say walk just like the Lord, but every step has got me tripping
Oh, this life just ain't a life until you live it
So how can I complain?
I'm drowning in your grace