Dylan Chai - SMILE Lyrics

Where are you going?
Why are you leaving so soon?
You walked your way into my dreams last night
But I just wanna stay with you, with you
If you looked into my tears, you'd see your picture
And after all these years, oh I still miss you
I just like to live in my head, it's the only place they cannot see
Come live here with me
I used to have these wrinkles on my cheeks
Oh, maybe I was cheesin' too much
Now I've got these bags under my eyes
'Cause I ain't been sleepin' enough
But she said she loves my dimples when I smile
Oh, what if they knew all the pain behind it?
Would you love me the same, my darling, if you knew the pain that I'm hiding?
Oh, but I'll just smile big for ya
So I smile
Oh, I'll just smile big for ya if it'll make you stay here with me for a while
So darling, I smile
But Lord knows what's behind it
Behind these eyes, it's all the battles I've been fighting
I've been feeling way too stressed
Death keeps creeping up in my mind
Who's gon' be with me tomorrow?
All my heroes keep on dying
I'm tryna believe in Immanuel
But I ain't been doing too well
This forbidden fruit got me sick to my stomach
I stumbled around and fell
I fell too many times before, and I'm about ready to jump again
Can it be righteous to be pissed off or will the king go off with my head?
Maybe I was cheesin' too much
Now I've got these bags under my eyes
'Cause I ain't been sleepin' enough
But she said she loves my dimples when I smile
Oh, what if they knew all the pain behind it?
Would you love me the same, my darling, if you knew the pain I'm hiding?
Oh, but I'll just smile big for ya
So I smile
Oh, I'll just smile big for ya if it'll make you stay here with me for a while
So darling, I smile
Let it breathe
I miss you, damn