Dylan Scott-Lee - I don't wanna be here Lyrics

I don't wanna be here
I'm just getting in the way
So many problems left
But I don't wanna stay

I don't wanna stay in this I was made for this
But ive been taking hits I'm afraid that you might
Take the hint and lose it remember all the times you called me useless
Well it has settled in like sediment it's not my fault that you treat me like shit
After all this time I'm f*cking done with this
I'm moving on to better things that make me feel alive
Because every day I spent with you made me wanna f*cking die
If I ran away maybe then I'd feel alright
But with the way shit is going ima be living with this for the rest of my pitiful life
That's okay it's in the contract I signed away
Sold you my soul and to you it's a slave
You gave me yours and its all that I hate
You took what I loved and you dipped it in evil
I told you to stop but the efforts were feeble
I'm shattered like glass you love when I break
I know disgust is written all over my face
Its no different to when you used to stay the night
Always on your wild highs doing drugs you didn't hide
I was forced to step in and you used your love just like a weapon
This whole thing is pathetic and now im wishing I could dead it
Now im wishing I had left it
But I didn't like the constant rminder of what I left
Behind to be yours for the rest of my life
Youre no longer my wife

I don't wanna be here
I'm just getting in the way
So many problems left
But I don't wanna stay