Braindead (Ether) Video (MV)

I'm lost in my own head
Wishing I was brain dead
Sick of all the ether
That clouds up my senses it's relentless
I can't seem to find my way home
I'm lost in a fog of memories
Is this the ether I speak of so fondly
Or is it me just being crazy

And I don't know what to say
(It's like my brain is killing me)
I got no one else to blame
(I got no one else but me)
Just me lost in my own thoughts
Seems so insane

I'm lost in my own head
Finding nothing there
Yet I'm filled with all these fears
That have built through all the years
I don't think I'll ever find home

And I don't know what to say
(It's like my brain is killing me)
I got no one else to blame
(I got no one else but me)
Just me lost in my own thoughts
Seems so insane

Something so strange about me
Something so strange about this world

And I don't know what to say
(It's like my brain is killing me)
I got no one else to blame
(I got no one else but me)
Just me lost in my own thoughts
Seems so insane