Dystopia - Mania (Demo) Lyrics

I painted a picture in my head
Why couldn't it be a pretty one instead
Was it too much to handle
Was it too much to hide
I'd rather just stay inside
I'm too scared to post online
And I'm too scared to tell my friends I'm not alright
Where are you now
Cause I need to know where
(I need to know)
All the happy thoughts go
(All the happy thoughts go)
When I'm all alone
Tell me the truth
(Tell me the truth)
Do you take them with you
(Do you take them with you)
Cause I need you now
Stay with me now
Something is not right
I see things moving in the night
They pin me down
And take away my voice
Seems I have no choice
Help me I'm crying and I cannot see
My way out of this mess
I think I might be depressed
Where are you now
Cause I need to know where
(I need to know)
All the happy thoughts go
(All the happy thoughts go)
When I'm all alone
Tell me the truth
(Tell me the truth)
Do you take them with you
(Do you take them with you)
Cause I need you now
Stay with me now
Uh-oh poopy stinky ahhhhh
I don't want to wake up in the dark anymore
Or chase empty highs
I wanna love
To be hurt
To know I'm alive, you know?
Is there a specific reason why
The universe is against me
Huh I blame the government
Yeah I'll blame the government
Erm I'm not really sure how I feel these days
(where are you now I need you)
A lot of the time I like to just stay in my bed
(I'm too scared to post online)
With the curtains closed
(And I'm too scared to tell my friends I'm not alright)
Yeah