Dzy - Two Feet Lyrics

Oh-oh
No, oh
Oh, woah
No
Here I am again, I'm back with another diary
It's hard to comprehend with the demon still inside of me
I'm hungry for that cheddar but I wanna do it properly
I'm tryna hit it big, I'm tired of livin' in poverty
Wanna be the greatest, yeah, I wanna be the goat
Never looked up to nobody, only looked up to the bro
Only had one wish, only had one goal
I just wanna see them happy
I just wanna see them grow
But, lately I've been lackin', panicked
Put it on a paper, there's a reason why I'm spazzin'
I came from the bottom so now I'm at a disadvantage
Whatever's in my way, I always find a way to manage
Gotta walk strapped 'cause I know they wanna shoot me
Stay up out the mix 'cause now, I got a better duty
Got a baby on the way, I done found another beauty
My life done got harder but still I stand on two feet
If only I knew what it was gon' be like from the jump
You know like I know
Life ain't would've been this rough
We was raised in the streets, runnin' on no sleep
That shit was tough
I get down, we put in pain, for my family
I ain't no bluff
Man, I'm only 18, I got a long long way to go
The shit that I be seeing
I done seen it all before
Niggas know my name, my reputation
Yeah, they know
We done lost a couple soldiers, wasn't ready to see them go
I look up to them angels, I pray to God and do my best
I swear I miss my brother
Couldn't see him lay to rest
Yeah, I had to shed a couple tears when I seen the text
For you, forever Star, and I'ma say that with my chest
Now, I gotta keep a glock 'cause I know these niggas hate me
I ain't tryna die, I'm tryna make it to my eighties
They don't wanna see me shine so these niggas really shady
This shit ain't what I expected man, this shit is really crazy
Oh
Here we go again
I find myself wonderin', "will this ever end?"
I don't know but I can't seem to get it out my head
I gotta keep moving, I pray to God, I had to make amends
Demons in my head, I've been tryna get rid of it
I'm surrounded by my loved ones so I gotta be considerate
So, I gotta keep my distance even if it's just a little bit
I'm misunderstood, look at my life, you gotta riddle it
I know I f*cked up, Lord, forgive me for my sins
I'm tryna do better, I'm tryna find it from within
Ever since I got started but still I feel i ain't begin
Every storm I done walked through
I had to meet the wind
Every loss that I take, I take it in as a blessin'
I come from the struggle so I'm mindful when i'm flexin'
Work so hard while these other niggas restin'
I know that I ain't perfect but I know that I'm progressin'
But, lately I've been lackin', panicked
Put it on a paper, there's a reason why I'm spazzin'
I came from the bottom so now I'm at a disadvantage
Whatever's in my way, I always find a way to manage
Gotta walk strapped 'cause I know they wanna shoot me
Stay up out the mix 'cause now, I got a better duty
Got a baby on the way, I done found another beauty
My life done got harder but still I stand on two feet