Dzy - Who Am I Lyrics

I've always struggled to think about who I am
I always got my hood on, with the lights dim
I don't wear colors, they just show emotion
That's something I don't have, all the commotion
I don't have a team, I barely have anybody
I feel like that's a reason no one can trust me
I keep my head low, no one will see me
I'm the only one, no one can be me
Grew up with a broken family, it still hurts
I'd probably shut down, at my first concert
Won't smile, I'll have a fake one on
I'll hide from you, from dusk till dawn
I give people advice, but can't help myself
I'll sit and you'll forget about me, just like an elf
Look up to god, but he can never hear me
I think I'm the only one that truly fears me
Survey everyone and the scene ahead
Really think about life, "What if I was dead?"
Turn around, I don't see a shadow
Tell me my bars are hot, but it's a ice flow
Going back, and thinking about my past
How much would change, if it would last
I'm 16, I'm still young, my life's a story
No chapters yet, but there's more to me
Look up to the sky, G I really miss you
I remember playing football as a kid w you
Wish You Were still here so I could ask for advice
You've lived, what's life? And What's it like?
No fans, no label, no profit, no nothing
More than Music, this is more than something
I look in the mirror, I see red in my eye
While I'm looking I ask myself, Who Am I?